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Sorry I haven't written in this thing for quite sometime, My life's been pretty crazy and busy...Wow, I have a lot to say, but I hate writing such long entries, so i'll try and make it short...Well I have 3 friends that are pregnant and one just so happens to be Carly, it would take me dayz and dayz to write down all our history we have together, but i'll tell ya some. What seems like years ago we were once best friends and there was this guy, Garey, who was totally head over heals for me, and Carly had a major crush on him for about 2 years. I didn't like Garey, in fact I used to make fun of him and it really grossed me out that he liked me as much as he did, but time went on and whenever i needed someone to talk to or just someone to lean on, he was ALWAYZ there...Me and Garey became best friends and were like inseparable, but i still didn't have any interest in dating him...he asked me out about 3 times and I turned him down....time went on and Carly got really jealous of me, cause I was always with Garey...she started getting close to me and using me to get to him....time went on and once Garey realized i wasn't gonna change my mind about him, he moved on and decided to give Carly a chance....it's been a lil over a year that they have been going out and me and Garey aren't as close as we used to be, cause Carly doesn't like us to be around each other and he respects that cause she's his gf, now Carly is pregnant with Garey's baby...There was a point where me and Carly couldn't stand each other, and on wednesday I just put away my pride and decided to tell her that I'm here for her and if she needs anything to just let me know....you should have seen her face..hahaha, she was like whoa, you wanna help me out, she's like i thought you hated me....and we ended up talking and Garey was like OMG it's soooo nice to have my best friend and my girlfriend talking again....and Garey came up to me and gave me a huge hug and kissed me on my cheak....I felt like a big weight was taken off of my sholders....n/e wayz, I never really understood what ppl ment when they would say that i have an old soul, until a couple dayz ago....I've been through more in my almost 17 years of life then most ppl ever have to go through in their lives...and I'm always wondering why ppl ALWAYS come to me for advice....I feel like i'm my family's counselor or something....when your mom and step dad are coming to you for advice, theres something very different....they say i'm just very wise when it comes to life....alrite well i mite write another entry tonite, but i gotta get going cause I need some food in my tummy, its a-rumblin-and-a-jumblin! ok well laterz to you all.
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