Feb 29, 2004 11:29
Hi people!...Well last nite was, ummm, crazy!!...I'm pretty good rite now, but last nite everything sucked butt. After my mom said she was gonna leave my step-dad, things got crazy and i ALWAYS get caught in the middle of it all...my mom told me to pack my bags also, just as she was..i was like WTF? they screw up and i'm the one who suffers in the end..I-Yi-Yi!!!so we left and went to my moms friends house @ around 6 o'clock..here i'am freakin starving cause i skipped going to dinner to stay w/ my mom and i'm sitting here at my friends house pissed off and totally confused..so i didn't end up eating untill like 8:30 (give or take a few mins). they have 4 kids and so the grown ups (quote on quote) decided to watch a movie, but the kids couldn't watch it so i got stuck w/ watching them, which i wasn't happy about, but it ended up making my nite!..I just kept looking at these kids and how innocent they are and wishing that they would never have to go through the stuff i do. It was weird i saw how much these kids looked up to me and wanted to be just like me, and it made me want to give them something to look up to and how i was acting was not what they needed to be rein-acting. It was about 11 o'clock when this lil gurl (2 or 3 years old) fell asleep in my arms..that like softened my heart so much, which changed my whole attitude for the nite...well i'm gonna go now, so peace!
~aShLeY~