im sorry thats how i am. things like that do and will bring up old feelings for me and its something i need to handle myself. keith doesnt think that. i told him when u sent them we both had a laugh about it. bc we did. come on. but then. i just got depressed and upset and told him about the pictures. he DoES no u arent out to "ruin" us. he nos that very well. i think he just wanted to no why u would send them to me thats all. like i understand where your coming from bc this has happened so many times. but this is how i am. and its not that im childish. its not like i told him just to piss you off. i told him bc he asked. ya know. i told him it was for laughs and at the time it was. but then for me. it escalated into a whole bunch of left feelings that never had closure. which last night or when ever finally got closure.i NEVER ever do these things to fuck with you. or fuck with what you and keith have has a friendhsip. bc i no u believe that. but honestly i love to talk to you. like you understand and yes. i may have a lil more growing up to do. but you have to remeber you are wise beyong your years and dont act 17 at all. anyway. if you dont want to talk to me. i understand. but im sorrii
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