May 14, 2007 22:43
Time is catching up wtih me... or time is really taking its toll or however you want to put it.
- My Dad feels as though he is dying because of his diabetes. He complains that his hands and feet go numb because of low circulation and basically I know he is over reacting but ya know.
- The annual tear of friendships has been set into motion by the graduation of the Seniors.
- Schools ending and fianls are in sight. ( Try, for my last year, to get into choir?)
- My Grandma has decided to not go on dialysis bringing her life expectency only down to weeks. I don't think i'll ever be able to offer a harsh dissent on her decision becasue wouldnt she know what she wants the best?
I don't know... it will be the hardest when she goes. I mean i could go on for years on all the stuff she has done for me but i just want her to be happy when end comes.
Well if thats her final decision i probably should spend mass amounts of time with her. uggggh i just am dreading the whole thing.
On another note i really am sick wih school and the teachers and the work. really sick. I wish i was the one graduating.