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I aint got no legs.. Or no brain.. Nice to meet you. Hi! My name is... I forgot my name..
I've gotten into drugs agan, badly. But the thing is.. It's not like before, because this time it's not completely controling my life.. I still go to work, and I still clean the house and do what I've got to do.
But.. I can't remember the last time I was sober. Like, right now, I'm totally baked. And I know it's bad, because I'm losing my grip on sanity, all I do is what I know I have to, I let my body take control of my daily duties, but my mind is always on something else, and I love it, I mean why else would I keep doing it? But I'm starting to think that maybe I'll lose my mind..
/first meaningful post in over a year.
I've gotten into drugs agan, badly. But the thing is.. It's not like before, because this time it's not completely controling my life.. I still go to work, and I still clean the house and do what I've got to do.
But.. I can't remember the last time I was sober. Like, right now, I'm totally baked. And I know it's bad, because I'm losing my grip on sanity, all I do is what I know I have to, I let my body take control of my daily duties, but my mind is always on something else, and I love it, I mean why else would I keep doing it? But I'm starting to think that maybe I'll lose my mind..
/first meaningful post in over a year.