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So another mistake to add to the book i own. I honestly need to stop. Too many mistakes too soon. I wish that i had stopped dating in october 2005. I would have been completely fine if i did.
But of course i dont listen to anyone, not even myself. So that DAMN cycle keeps going. I hate to think that ill be the cause for someones sadness. I hate to think that for that moment ill be hated. I knew it was going to happen though. I dont feel as bad as i should. Its not like we've been together for long AT ALL. i just know what its like to be heartbroken, and its a terrible feeling. But you get over it. You always just get over it. So its not so bad.
But of course i dont listen to anyone, not even myself. So that DAMN cycle keeps going. I hate to think that ill be the cause for someones sadness. I hate to think that for that moment ill be hated. I knew it was going to happen though. I dont feel as bad as i should. Its not like we've been together for long AT ALL. i just know what its like to be heartbroken, and its a terrible feeling. But you get over it. You always just get over it. So its not so bad.