(no subject)
its disappointing when you realize that your feelings for someone arent at all strong enough. Its worst when its their fault for not treating you like you deserve. It would be so much easyer to just give up and be single forever. I wish i could do that. Not that i regret the relationships ive been in, well, with a couple exceptions. I just feel like its a very pointless cycle. Maybe it would be easyer to just never be officialy involved with anyone. Feelings wouldnt realy matter. But oh well enough of that...