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Well today is halloween, and i am stuck at school. I wish it would hurry up and be over. These past couple of days have been extremly weird. It feels like i am just someone else trapped in a different body and i feel like i dont even exist. i feel like i am being used. they say god has a weird way of doing things and i am really starting to believe it. i feel like my life is a routine and i am doing the same thing oer and over again. its like i get up at 6:00 every morning, get ready, go to school, come home go to bed and do it again the next morning. its kinda nerve racking, and if it werent for the weekends or the time i get to spend with susan i dont know what id do. she makes me feel like i was meant for something in this world. and she always knows how to make me feel better. i guess what i am trying to say is that she makes me feel alive and like everything isnt a routine. every time im with her it is a different experiance.
SUSAN ASHLEY MULLINS I LOVE YOU
SUSAN ASHLEY MULLINS I LOVE YOU