father of mine
so today started crappy
i woke up late
had to take the bus to school and it smelled like bum
but it was all good.
then 6th hour
i get a text
expecting it to be a friend
its my dad
it says :
" u do have a perfect father but hes in heaven. and the next time u talk to him ask him how long till u forgive ur not so perfect dad. i miss u"
to anyone else that seems like im the bad person
which is what he always does,
he ALWAYS lets me down guys.. its not like sometiems.. its always
hes never at anything that matters to me
he makes me feel like im never good enuf
or that everythin that he doesnt agree with is a terrible mistake
i just want him to go away
and i know thats harsh but itd be easier for me
its been a whole month hes to wussy to call me so he texts..
he just feels bad bc my bday is in 10 days
grrr but today was ok.. i just cried a lot.. stupd dad..
i love you guys
i woke up late
had to take the bus to school and it smelled like bum
but it was all good.
then 6th hour
i get a text
expecting it to be a friend
its my dad
it says :
" u do have a perfect father but hes in heaven. and the next time u talk to him ask him how long till u forgive ur not so perfect dad. i miss u"
to anyone else that seems like im the bad person
which is what he always does,
he ALWAYS lets me down guys.. its not like sometiems.. its always
hes never at anything that matters to me
he makes me feel like im never good enuf
or that everythin that he doesnt agree with is a terrible mistake
i just want him to go away
and i know thats harsh but itd be easier for me
its been a whole month hes to wussy to call me so he texts..
he just feels bad bc my bday is in 10 days
grrr but today was ok.. i just cried a lot.. stupd dad..
i love you guys