... Look how much I've grown.
I just had a revelation.
So... like i guess i used to be (maybe still am to SOME people) a pretty sheltered kid. I got good grades, didn't do anything questionable, and my parents always trusted me.
And now i realize. IT DOESN'T MATTER. This is my life. I should do what I want. I am not saying be a highschool dropout and like waste your life away. But I am so sick of the standards being set.
I am getting so much shit from my parents now that I am gettting bad grades in some shit. I used to care, and I still care about my grades and all. But I am gonna do everything for me from now on.
It has always been about everybody else. not me. So if i do stuff my friends dont like, or that my parents dissaprove of, in the end i am gonna only do what i wanna do if it makes me feel good about myself, because no onw knows me better then me.
Holy shizznat. That was wayyyyyy tubularily deep of me. Damn homie.
Anyways, on a lighter note. Going to Kourtni's tomorrow Bzzzznatches. Woo Hoo.
AND FRANCES IS COMING ON SATURDAY! GOING DOWN TO LOGAN TO PICK HER UP AT 10:30 AT NIGHT!
/Love/Love/Love/Love/... Emma
So... like i guess i used to be (maybe still am to SOME people) a pretty sheltered kid. I got good grades, didn't do anything questionable, and my parents always trusted me.
And now i realize. IT DOESN'T MATTER. This is my life. I should do what I want. I am not saying be a highschool dropout and like waste your life away. But I am so sick of the standards being set.
I am getting so much shit from my parents now that I am gettting bad grades in some shit. I used to care, and I still care about my grades and all. But I am gonna do everything for me from now on.
It has always been about everybody else. not me. So if i do stuff my friends dont like, or that my parents dissaprove of, in the end i am gonna only do what i wanna do if it makes me feel good about myself, because no onw knows me better then me.
Holy shizznat. That was wayyyyyy tubularily deep of me. Damn homie.
Anyways, on a lighter note. Going to Kourtni's tomorrow Bzzzznatches. Woo Hoo.
AND FRANCES IS COMING ON SATURDAY! GOING DOWN TO LOGAN TO PICK HER UP AT 10:30 AT NIGHT!
/Love/Love/Love/Love/... Emma