hmm
this may sound crazy, but every time i leave church, i'm so much more sad than when i entered. this may sound pessimistic (which i don't mean it to be) but i don't really feel very accepted there. sometimes i don't really feel like anyone's listening to me or wanting to encourage me in my faith.
ehhh...nevermind.
so...i think twice this past week i just sat outside on my deck railing and just sat and closed my eyes. it was kinda cold, but just to feel the breeze and see the trees and hear the birds, it was incredible. i just think that i can get so caught up in the world sometimes, i forget that god's artistic masterpiece is right outside my school or house. people don't really take time to appreciate the small, insignificant things in life, because they're too busy trying to fit in or get a date with some random guy/girl. i mean, i've sort of always been an admirer of classical, traditional things rather than complicated ones. like, for example, love. i'd rather not waste my time on lots of different guys. i'd much rather wait until the guy that i'm completely sure is the one comes along. people don't really appreciate that much any more. also, most people are just so caught up in the big beautiful buildings instead of the flowering trees right next to it.
so, basically, i just have felt the need to look at the insignificant things rather than the big, bolded out in society things. its not really that hard, and when you do it, you feel so much more satisfied.
and that's basically all for now.
ehhh...nevermind.
so...i think twice this past week i just sat outside on my deck railing and just sat and closed my eyes. it was kinda cold, but just to feel the breeze and see the trees and hear the birds, it was incredible. i just think that i can get so caught up in the world sometimes, i forget that god's artistic masterpiece is right outside my school or house. people don't really take time to appreciate the small, insignificant things in life, because they're too busy trying to fit in or get a date with some random guy/girl. i mean, i've sort of always been an admirer of classical, traditional things rather than complicated ones. like, for example, love. i'd rather not waste my time on lots of different guys. i'd much rather wait until the guy that i'm completely sure is the one comes along. people don't really appreciate that much any more. also, most people are just so caught up in the big beautiful buildings instead of the flowering trees right next to it.
so, basically, i just have felt the need to look at the insignificant things rather than the big, bolded out in society things. its not really that hard, and when you do it, you feel so much more satisfied.
and that's basically all for now.