Puzzles.
Have you ever tried to fix a 5000-10000 jigsaw puzzle before?
It's daunting. It's fixable, my mother will definitely attest to that. But it is daunting, incredibly challenging and requires so much of your patience. Right now, life seems like that 10000 jigsaw puzzle. It feels like I've found the pieces, I've grouped them all by colour.
But I'm doing it all wrongly. I can't fix them without arranging the sides first. I can't find the sides though. Where does that leave me?
A lack of direction in my life. A lack of...purpose in everything. I just wish I could figure out how to improve everything without compromising or caring. But it's not in me to not do so. I just have to...be who I am. Which is tough. This...social facade is getting to be a little tricky to manage, especially since I want to snap at people but I can't. I'm guilty of the same mistakes at times too. So that just makes me a hypocrite.
I quite however enjoy my holiday schedule. It looks like quite a bit of relaxation, getting to see my dearly missed ECQs again. We meet up in like once every 6 months? Insane how the friendship just stays strong even though we barely talk to each other cept at crucial times. I...should really cut my hair.
Back to sewing.
It's daunting. It's fixable, my mother will definitely attest to that. But it is daunting, incredibly challenging and requires so much of your patience. Right now, life seems like that 10000 jigsaw puzzle. It feels like I've found the pieces, I've grouped them all by colour.
But I'm doing it all wrongly. I can't fix them without arranging the sides first. I can't find the sides though. Where does that leave me?
A lack of direction in my life. A lack of...purpose in everything. I just wish I could figure out how to improve everything without compromising or caring. But it's not in me to not do so. I just have to...be who I am. Which is tough. This...social facade is getting to be a little tricky to manage, especially since I want to snap at people but I can't. I'm guilty of the same mistakes at times too. So that just makes me a hypocrite.
I quite however enjoy my holiday schedule. It looks like quite a bit of relaxation, getting to see my dearly missed ECQs again. We meet up in like once every 6 months? Insane how the friendship just stays strong even though we barely talk to each other cept at crucial times. I...should really cut my hair.
Back to sewing.