Apr 24, 2005 20:53
hi im back from intercession. joy
actually intercession with my 7 people party including the 2 chaparones was really fun and i got to hang out with em-g. so it was bonding and such. we visited concord mass, hartford conn. and providence and newport RI. :) we saw the mansions along newports coast, saw battles around concord and walden pond!! and homes from different authors, in hartford we saw mark twain and harriet beecher stowes homess. i loved it we ate out all 4 days every meal so i got a lot of ceasar salad. also i purchased an awesome purse that looks like a chinese take out carton. mrs. zoller was extremely nice there was only one brawl about who sleeps where that left everyone in shock and quite disturbed... ask if u want detail i dont feel like putting it up my fingers are lazy.
i went for a run tonight in the fresh air while listening to switchfoot and i found it most enjoyable. sb practice 8 am tomorrow?!!?!? for heavens sake.
if u wanna make plans for this vaca. --->wed im booked and next sun and practice in the morning but besides that i dont have a tentative schedule yet standing.
he loves me he loves me not ..ect.
church went ..well, i was challenged to question the purpose of life. MY purpose, and i wondered and searched and it kind of made me feel like i should commit suicide..because frankly what are we living for? what am i living for? were all just going to die and soon after buried and no sooner then that forgotten. i thought and i realized what i ShOUld be was actually not what i was/am..i need to fix that but its not that often that i contemplate such things.
i watched Ft Abert today, dont ask why...and i realized how happy and wonderful he could be carefree even if he was a little chubby it was strangly interesting to see his confidence. not that i recommend it insanely cheezy.
well i found myself jealous, and questioned and found myself an idiot. maybe thats why i ran. burn the idiotness off