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This weekend convinced me that some girls need to just not exist. And that I could NEVER be in a sorority in a million years. EVER. God I would go insane.
I went to ISU/ Western and it was cool, but I also felt old being there. It made me feel like I was kinda over the college bar/party scene. Not really the partying, but I guess just the hanging out with random people you don't know, and most of them at this party were freshman that I had absolutely no desire to speak to. And even the bar was kinda lame and full of drunken freshmen. It made me miss U of I even more, cause I think the reason I had so much fun second semester was because I had a set group of people to party and hang with, and I didn't have to worry about lame ass people at the bar or random parties with strangers. I had a crew. And I miss them more and more everyday. *tear*
But I am glad also that I have such good friends from home. It's good to be able to have people who really know you and you can talk to about whatever the hell you feel like.
I can't listen to "Ocean Avenue" by Yellowcard anymore. I seriously can't. At some point during that cd I somehow always manage to burst into tears. And I can't even help it anymore. And I can't stop listening to it because I love it. So it's a vicious cycle.
I am going to Incubus three times in November. And The Pixies concert is that month too. November = kickass.
I talked to Lola today and I love and miss her. And she is going to Incubus in DeKalb with me and that rocks. And I talked to Iris Friday and I miss her a lot and I hope she goes to Incubus in Champaign. I wanna go see Dave Chappelle with them at Assembly but I dunno if I can cause its a Sunday. God he is hilarious though.
JEW this Friday with McNugs. Rockin.
I guess I should sleep now.
I went to ISU/ Western and it was cool, but I also felt old being there. It made me feel like I was kinda over the college bar/party scene. Not really the partying, but I guess just the hanging out with random people you don't know, and most of them at this party were freshman that I had absolutely no desire to speak to. And even the bar was kinda lame and full of drunken freshmen. It made me miss U of I even more, cause I think the reason I had so much fun second semester was because I had a set group of people to party and hang with, and I didn't have to worry about lame ass people at the bar or random parties with strangers. I had a crew. And I miss them more and more everyday. *tear*
But I am glad also that I have such good friends from home. It's good to be able to have people who really know you and you can talk to about whatever the hell you feel like.
I can't listen to "Ocean Avenue" by Yellowcard anymore. I seriously can't. At some point during that cd I somehow always manage to burst into tears. And I can't even help it anymore. And I can't stop listening to it because I love it. So it's a vicious cycle.
I am going to Incubus three times in November. And The Pixies concert is that month too. November = kickass.
I talked to Lola today and I love and miss her. And she is going to Incubus in DeKalb with me and that rocks. And I talked to Iris Friday and I miss her a lot and I hope she goes to Incubus in Champaign. I wanna go see Dave Chappelle with them at Assembly but I dunno if I can cause its a Sunday. God he is hilarious though.
JEW this Friday with McNugs. Rockin.
I guess I should sleep now.