Nothing you say can or will ever penetrate these walls that I create
I have recently rediscovered the album "Whatever and Ever Amen" by Ben Folds Five and am currently deeply in love with it. Especially my new therapy song, "Song For The Dumped".
Because screaming "GIMME MY MONEY BACK, YOU BITCH" at the top of my lungs in my car is oddly theraputic in some way.
I'm not kidding.
I also bought the Honorary Title but haven't really listened to it yet, mainly because a) I have been avoiding super emo music so that I myself do not become even more emo, and b) my ex played "Petals" on guitar for me on our first date. But I am going to listen to it soon.
I also bought Walk The Line which I fricking love. Joaquin Phoenix = amazing. I still can't believe thats him singing the entire movie. Amazing.
I am feeling a little stronger every day.
I am kind of proud of myself actually. I think I am handling all this well.
I am a strong woman and I have survived much worse in my life. I will get through this and I will be all the stronger for it.
Of course, I might see him Saturday and I have to admit that I am dreading it a little. I haven't seen him since this all happened. And I know it will be hard.
*sigh*
Every couple nights or so, you know,
You pop into my dreams
I just can't get rid of you
Like you got rid of me
Because screaming "GIMME MY MONEY BACK, YOU BITCH" at the top of my lungs in my car is oddly theraputic in some way.
I'm not kidding.
I also bought the Honorary Title but haven't really listened to it yet, mainly because a) I have been avoiding super emo music so that I myself do not become even more emo, and b) my ex played "Petals" on guitar for me on our first date. But I am going to listen to it soon.
I also bought Walk The Line which I fricking love. Joaquin Phoenix = amazing. I still can't believe thats him singing the entire movie. Amazing.
I am feeling a little stronger every day.
I am kind of proud of myself actually. I think I am handling all this well.
I am a strong woman and I have survived much worse in my life. I will get through this and I will be all the stronger for it.
Of course, I might see him Saturday and I have to admit that I am dreading it a little. I haven't seen him since this all happened. And I know it will be hard.
*sigh*
Every couple nights or so, you know,
You pop into my dreams
I just can't get rid of you
Like you got rid of me