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Hello. I am alive. I don't have internet in my apartment yet but hopefully I will by early next week. I am getting Verizon broadband for $60/month. Yay bills. My bills are ridiculous right now. It's not cool. I think that's what I hate the most about my apartment is the sudden financial crisis it has put me in. I am not dirt poor by any means but I have never felt so worried about money as I do now. I am going to have at least $1000 worth of bills a month. It blows. But at the same time, its nice to have a home that is MY home. Not my parents or my aunt's. I'm in this now, sink or swim. Yay for responsibility. Oh wait, it sucks.
So that's basically what my life has consisted of for the past month. Moving, spending, crying.
I got another kitten. He is sweet but is determined to eat me out of house and home. He's a bottomless pit. His name is Porter. He's a beast but I love him.
Things with Anthony are good. I have to say that I think we have moved out of the puppy love stage I was in when I wrote my last entry. Well that's not true, I am still in puppy love with him. But I have also grown up a bit about it I think. We had a bad week a couple weeks back where we were fighting 24/7. And it was basically because he was practically living at my apartment and in the previous month prior to that we had been together almost non-stop. Which was actually fine at the time, but in hindsight and when I think about it, we've been moving super fast and we both agreed we need to slow down. We've only been dating for two months and we were practically living together. So in the past two weeks or so I have not seen him very much and we are only talking on the phone once a day or not at all sometimes. This weekend he has band practice 24/7 so I actually have not talked to him since Thursday night. He is going through a lot with the band right now. They want to record in March so they have to haul ass and get their stuff ready, which he is freaking out about. So I'm trying to be supportive from a distance and just stay out of his way until that kinda clears up, cause I know how stressed out he gets about the band and I know how important this is to him. But I do have to say I miss him. That's probobly better though, cause I didn't really have the chance to miss him before. It's kind of a double edged sword- spending too much time together gets to be too much for us both, but spending less time together makes me wish I could see him more. Men. You can't win. Seriously.
Well my dog I'm watching is gonna need pills soon and I actually have peeps coming over for an 80s movie night. Whoo hoo. I work tomorrow morning which sucks a bit but I need the money. This dog watching job helps too. I am getting $250 for this weekend. For doing basically jack. That rules.
Anyhoo, be good kids. Hopefully I'll talk to you soon.
So that's basically what my life has consisted of for the past month. Moving, spending, crying.
I got another kitten. He is sweet but is determined to eat me out of house and home. He's a bottomless pit. His name is Porter. He's a beast but I love him.
Things with Anthony are good. I have to say that I think we have moved out of the puppy love stage I was in when I wrote my last entry. Well that's not true, I am still in puppy love with him. But I have also grown up a bit about it I think. We had a bad week a couple weeks back where we were fighting 24/7. And it was basically because he was practically living at my apartment and in the previous month prior to that we had been together almost non-stop. Which was actually fine at the time, but in hindsight and when I think about it, we've been moving super fast and we both agreed we need to slow down. We've only been dating for two months and we were practically living together. So in the past two weeks or so I have not seen him very much and we are only talking on the phone once a day or not at all sometimes. This weekend he has band practice 24/7 so I actually have not talked to him since Thursday night. He is going through a lot with the band right now. They want to record in March so they have to haul ass and get their stuff ready, which he is freaking out about. So I'm trying to be supportive from a distance and just stay out of his way until that kinda clears up, cause I know how stressed out he gets about the band and I know how important this is to him. But I do have to say I miss him. That's probobly better though, cause I didn't really have the chance to miss him before. It's kind of a double edged sword- spending too much time together gets to be too much for us both, but spending less time together makes me wish I could see him more. Men. You can't win. Seriously.
Well my dog I'm watching is gonna need pills soon and I actually have peeps coming over for an 80s movie night. Whoo hoo. I work tomorrow morning which sucks a bit but I need the money. This dog watching job helps too. I am getting $250 for this weekend. For doing basically jack. That rules.
Anyhoo, be good kids. Hopefully I'll talk to you soon.