Dec 01, 2004 22:12
I missed the past today.
I was listening to "Haushinka" by Green Day. And thinking that the
first time I heard that song I had to have only been 13 or 14. And
remembering how easy my life was then. And how much fun I had. And how
wide eyed and innocent and naive and un-jaded I was. Everything was new
and fun and nothing mattered, even the things I thought were such a big
deal. Life was simple.
I want to go back to that please.
Or if I can't go back to that, can I at least go back to two years ago
so that I can have my freedom again and feel like I'm somewhere I
belong again.
And if I can't do that, can you please give me a ton of money so I can
get out of here and find the place I am supposed to be now. Maybe
then I can be happy again.
Thank you.