Drinking & thinking about ex - Never a good combination.

[irmak]

Last night, I was a mess! I was SO drunk. I kept thinking about my ex, we broke up like, 4 years ago. But he was the only guy that I could say I was truly in love. I heard that he cheated on his new girlfriend. I wonder if he ever cheated on me?

Boys suck. I think of this, and yet I keep reminding myself that I haven't been officially out on a date for 4 months now. I'm such a hypocrite. And so lonely. Sigh.