me and mike broke up

[irishyankeegrl]

well its over between me and mike... he broke up with me last nite... he said to me that he feels we are better as friends and as i heard all day everyone told me so... but thats not wut i need to hear rite now... i am so upset and ive been crying here or there... i mean i really did want to break up with him but now i mean i really didnt want to.. but i figured i was makin him be someone he didnt want to be... i really feel aweful rite now i shud of never done such a thing... god i look back on the entries i did and man was i pushy this is truely all my fault. mike if u ever read this doubt u will but if u do i am so sorry... i shud of never tried to make u be someone ur not.. i loved u the way u are thats why i was going out with you. but i respect that u didnt feel we are that type of thing... mayh its just me... idk well im gonna go do hw... sleep..shower..study.. god im exhausted i cried all last nite and today and boy does that get u tired... bye!
please comment and make me have a smile on my face... or r u just gonna tell me I TOLD U SO... god i havent heard that enough cough cough... :-( sorry... im bein bitchy but i really wasnt expectin that i was expectin sypathy... oh well later