Nov 02, 2008 12:59
Brody is going to be a football player. I know it! lol. He will take after his dad, and well I buy him everything possible football. Plus football players are the best!
I'm hoping to get Brody out when I hit like 37-38 weeks.. lol. He is killing me and honestly, I want my body back. I love him soo much and I know for fact I will be the world's next best mother, but he needs to come on out. lol. I'd rather deal with crying. I work at a daycare and take care of at least 3 kids daily, I can deal with one Brody. lol.
Anyways...so this wednesday will be 6 weeks until I really want him out! lol.
We move into the apartment in 13 days! I'm sooo excited!
Marsha and I are really starting to put together the baby shower, it's like 28 days? lol. So yeah...LOTS to do!
Everything is happening at once. Moving out. Expecting my son<3. Christmas. The baby shower. New years. Matt and my anniversary. It's crazy. Then right after I have to start planning the wedding. That's gonna be something awful! lol. I don't know how I'm gonna do this all! UGH!
I've been thinking about like guys from the past...and only one still drives me crazy..and believe me it's not Brandt. I could actually care less about him. I don't know why it took me so long..I love Matthew more than anything in the world. He treats me better than anyone, even Brandt. No one compares to him. I've only really cared about Brandt, Gary and Brian. Brian is a drunk..and a liar. Brandt is just a fake and a liar. And Gary just wanted ass...and I'm pretty sure that's all he will ever want until he finds someone that's perfect for him...and I don't think he is trying. So who knows...guys are funny. But I hope they are all FULLY happy one day. I wish they could all feel what I'm feeling. Because I know they don't.
I'm not one to give anyone advice tho...look how many guys I had to go through until I got to Matt. But I'm so lucky I've got him now.