Update.
I miss Everett. I miss my baby. I wanna cry but thats pathetic...so I won't. I miss him so much that...well, I cant help but think that someone else is there with him and he doesnt miss me. I think that he found someone else. I think he never loved me. I think he never cared. I think I am going insane and that if I dont talk to him soon I am gonna have ANOTHER breakdown. I miss him so damn much. I know tho, that he loves me and he will come back to me. He always does. He always does because he knows that I truly love him and would do anything for him. I would take him back no matter what he did. Its because I love him. I love him so much. JUST COME BACK ALREADY! And no I am not obsessed with him for those of this reading this who thinks so. This is how you feel when the one you love is gone from you and if you truly loved them you would do anyhthing to get them to come back. I would do anything to get him to come back to me. I love him so damn much!! Have I said that enough?!?!?!