Don't let this feeling fade....
Wow...I just had the best conversation EVER. :-) I'm so happy right now, I don't think anything could upset me. WHeeee! Orientation was today, that was pretty cool. I met some people who are pretty nifty. I'm done now. I like Christian, teehee
edit - barely an hour later
Wow...tha conversation sucked. Christian just found out some things I don't think he was prepared to hear :( so now he's kind of upset and bothered, and I feel horrible. People always say "wait' you'll understand why one day and boy do i now :(:( I feel so horrible. bu cest la vie....I'll see how it goes. i've been waiting up since he came back from leaving then went back to bed. I don't know if he'll be getting on though :( I really wanted to talk to him before he went to work, but obviously...I'm not going to, because he's usually on around 5:30...unless he didn't have to work today, and I didn't know, so I just stayed up all night for no reason...well you know what I mean. I just hope he's not mad at me :( I'd be even sadder if he was. But I have to go to sleep now. Sigh.
edit - barely an hour later
Wow...tha conversation sucked. Christian just found out some things I don't think he was prepared to hear :( so now he's kind of upset and bothered, and I feel horrible. People always say "wait' you'll understand why one day and boy do i now :(:( I feel so horrible. bu cest la vie....I'll see how it goes. i've been waiting up since he came back from leaving then went back to bed. I don't know if he'll be getting on though :( I really wanted to talk to him before he went to work, but obviously...I'm not going to, because he's usually on around 5:30...unless he didn't have to work today, and I didn't know, so I just stayed up all night for no reason...well you know what I mean. I just hope he's not mad at me :( I'd be even sadder if he was. But I have to go to sleep now. Sigh.