The lonely boat has set sail, and I'm the sea captian this round
I've been so damn lonely. I Fucking HATE it!!!
All my friends, well the majority of them have someone to call 'theirs' someone to hold them and keep them warm (I especially need that) someone to comfort them when they're going balistic, someone to just listen to them, talk to them, sit in silence with them. And what do I have? I have shit, that's what I have. God gave me the shit hand of cards this time. When is it gonna be my turn to be happy? When is it gonna be MY turn to find a great guy, someone who won't lie to me, and make me feel like shit all the fucking time, then guilt trip me when I didn't even do anything wrong. When will it be my fucking turn to be happy?!
When am I going find what my other friend's have? When am I going to find the serenity that I envy of them? When am I going to find my other half? Why do I have wait? Haven't I waited long enough?
All my friends, well the majority of them have someone to call 'theirs' someone to hold them and keep them warm (I especially need that) someone to comfort them when they're going balistic, someone to just listen to them, talk to them, sit in silence with them. And what do I have? I have shit, that's what I have. God gave me the shit hand of cards this time. When is it gonna be my turn to be happy? When is it gonna be MY turn to find a great guy, someone who won't lie to me, and make me feel like shit all the fucking time, then guilt trip me when I didn't even do anything wrong. When will it be my fucking turn to be happy?!
When am I going find what my other friend's have? When am I going to find the serenity that I envy of them? When am I going to find my other half? Why do I have wait? Haven't I waited long enough?