I decided I needed to say something new
So....it's been a lil while since I've said something in here.
I no longer lose, because Christian decided he didn't care about what I told him and he wants me and the way things were before to be how it was and yeah. So I'm very happy again. Most everyone is skeptical of it, and honestly, I have to share the views, but...I do believe it also, because well...it's just nice to believe it and he seems very sincere about it, being that he'll call me and text me randomly just to say he's thinking about me and such. And it's really sweet and I like it. and I like him. He should be coming down the beginning of August to meet me. I'm so excited!! Hehe. He's very sweet, and says the most adorable things.
I got to see him on his webcam again. I saw him once before, with my mother, but his camera was very fucked up then and all I could really see was an outline of him, couldn't really see him. But this last time it was working perfectly and....wow, that's all I can say. as Des would say "god definatly smiled when he created him" and I'd have to very fully agree. I smile when I see him. I smile when I talk to him, hell, I'm smiling now just thinking about him.
Anyway....that's my update for now. yes I know I should really look into life away from the computer, and try to find someone actually from lexington, but you point out a good guy who wouldn't mind....things about me. Then you shove me in his direction. Until that time, I'll be very content and happy with my Christian :-)
I no longer lose, because Christian decided he didn't care about what I told him and he wants me and the way things were before to be how it was and yeah. So I'm very happy again. Most everyone is skeptical of it, and honestly, I have to share the views, but...I do believe it also, because well...it's just nice to believe it and he seems very sincere about it, being that he'll call me and text me randomly just to say he's thinking about me and such. And it's really sweet and I like it. and I like him. He should be coming down the beginning of August to meet me. I'm so excited!! Hehe. He's very sweet, and says the most adorable things.
I got to see him on his webcam again. I saw him once before, with my mother, but his camera was very fucked up then and all I could really see was an outline of him, couldn't really see him. But this last time it was working perfectly and....wow, that's all I can say. as Des would say "god definatly smiled when he created him" and I'd have to very fully agree. I smile when I see him. I smile when I talk to him, hell, I'm smiling now just thinking about him.
Anyway....that's my update for now. yes I know I should really look into life away from the computer, and try to find someone actually from lexington, but you point out a good guy who wouldn't mind....things about me. Then you shove me in his direction. Until that time, I'll be very content and happy with my Christian :-)