Oct 03, 2009 17:29
A friend killed herself Monday blew her head off, neighbor died Wed. possible heartattack at 49...
Then there is me....
When someone tells u I know how that person felt, DUH!
Doesn't that tell ya that I might be really really thinking about it?
NO ONE LISTENS!
When we drop a hint , or even tell u straight out NO ONE listens till after we have done killed ourselves.
TOO FUCKIN LATE!
We r gone and U didn't LISTEN.
Feel bad feel real real bad.
I have been so damn depressed and i keep telling people how i feel and i might get a hug but i want someone to say how can i help?
But even then it's still like well i can't come over right now, but next week i might have time.....Guess what u will b making time because u will b at a funeral.
Your friends and u will cry but know what U can hear them say well they r better off.
No we might not b.
Ah fuck this.................................I AM SCREAMING into the DARK....anyone out there?