It's Over.
Done. Disappeared. Not my feelings, of course. I could never stop the way I feel, but I suppose that she can turn her feelings on and off. I suppose that's why she told me she loved me and then wants to leave me because I don't have the time to go and see my father. Or maybe it's the will power. She doesn't understand how he makes me feel. And what he does either.
Do you let someone go if you care about them that much? I'm not sure if I was right in accepting her invitation to separation, but I had things to take care of that I couldn't discuss with her and she doesn't understand. I was just in too deep with her and I let it get to me. Now that I think about it, we never really spent time together at all, but I know how I felt. Spending time or not doesn't say whether I love her or not. Life is life.
I'm sorry, Lisa. I tried.
Do you let someone go if you care about them that much? I'm not sure if I was right in accepting her invitation to separation, but I had things to take care of that I couldn't discuss with her and she doesn't understand. I was just in too deep with her and I let it get to me. Now that I think about it, we never really spent time together at all, but I know how I felt. Spending time or not doesn't say whether I love her or not. Life is life.
I'm sorry, Lisa. I tried.