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I haven't written in awhile. That is because i thought everything was going really well, and most of my time was happily busy. Friday clint came home and it was awsesome. Saturday was just as wonderful. Yesterday he broke up with me. I can't say it came as a complete surprise, but it was still the hardest thing i've ever gone through. What do you do when you lose the most important person in your world? I feel like i'm walking in a cloud. I cry so much. I feel so weak. On top of that i don't have a job. So it fascilitates the necesitiy to keep trucking. I don't know what else to say. A year and 7 months we were together. For some that is nothing, and others that is a very long time. For me it was long enough to know everything about him, and to share all aspects of my life with him. Long enough to know that I want to spend the rest of my life with him. Now i guess that isn't going to happen.