Simple Expressions from a Thoughtless Mind
Ive been thinking alot these past few days. Have you ever had a feeling that you had once along time ago that was so sentimental it brought you to your knees? I had one of those tonight just a few minutes ago its actually happening right now. A certain Temperature, that certain song , just brought back a moment and memory from long ago that I worked so hard to forget. It brought back a pain thats truely unspeakable and makes me question why im still here. I still cant believe she died. I dont want to think the name because it'll just bring back more pain. I know that I use to be a "player" and I had alot of relationships but not all of them meant nothing. I know there was something I could have done to stop her, but I got scared and pushed away. I was to young to understand. I feel like a murderer. Why are things so hard to forget? This secret is so dark and hidden. Broken Hearts never mend expecially when they stop beating. I'll make my peace with you soon enough. I know your waiting for me so you can rest in peace. Im sorry.