haabby pirthday
Today is monday and my birthday is on friday. Im hoping I can escape the weekend and not actually have to go through my birthday!!! I wish it was someone elses bday and the pressure would be off and I could actually enjoy myself. I dont want to be there as me! lol.
Braden told me he loved me. I called into see him at work and give him his passport thing. He kissed me as I walked in through the door and it was all a bit spontaneous. As lovely as it was to get such admiration Im on a man fast so go away ex bfs who realize waaaaaaaaaaay to late that they lost out! pffft. He has been invited to the bday on condition that he nly brings a big present! lol. On one hand it would b nice if he came, ill def get a hug and be told nice things by a guy...but then im back to square one and literally where i was a year ago with him. exactly why i dont want this to b my bday! too much thinking!!!
bought foo fighters tickets on friday. gona go with powla and surprise her for her bday! think it willb ea rocking gig. just have to find somewhere to stay in dublin. 4 days b4 xmas..how amazing is it gong to be!! wohoo!!!
Stillhavent gotton my bedroom built which sux ass big time. If they give me some bricks im sure i could do it myself. but noo..it has to b a man does it! grr. how frustratingly sexisit! lol. im in a hurry cuz sharing a room for the first time in 21 years is actually doin my head in. i have no privacy! even if i go to my room im followed or ppl come in to chat. i miss my old house with 3 floors to escape onto. damn bunglaow with no room! im claustraphobic!!!!
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