Aug 21, 2005 20:46
So Im back. In what has seemed like the months since ive last been on everything has been a major mess. And most of it has been an unrepeatable mess. Biggest fun was finding out hugh was cheatin on me with an online girly who has this week come to ireland to live with him. weird. i finally find a guy i think i can trust and who isnt interested in just sex and turns out hes a lying piece of crap. not happy. would cope ok if it hadnt been for the mess. thank god i have great girlfriends who would help me out of that drama. girls are amazing.
started a new job in halifax. i am the voice of internet banking.lol. imagaine them giving me the power to increase overdrafts and pay bills and transfer hundreds of thousands of pounds!! mhwa ha ha ha!!
right off to get ready for my work. i even have a packed lunch. so cute!! plannin on lots of bands. lots of holidays and lots of girly nights. i am in total need of distractions to stop me from thinking about how shit everything feels and how utterly unlovable i am. sometimes a girl just wants to be loved.
x