(no subject)
so tommorrow is lee's birthday party and my tattoo..you would think id be happier..since the other night ive been in a mood.got a free drink from a sweet kid should have made me happy. but i think its just starting to hit me how much i hate being alone. i know i need to get over it. just because most people in my life seem to be in happy realtionships doesn't mean i have to be. i am not saying i am going to bewith someone just to be with them. i think thats part of the pain. so much good in life right now and i just cant shake this feeling. the mural unvailing was yesterday. went well. was bittersweet. im glad it sdone but sad now i need a new art project. at the same time it was such a big deal for me and wish there were more people there to see it. it brought tears to my eyes. it looks amazing. ...hope tommorrow is fun. have work tonighht..