stupid stupid stupid!
Why did you go and have to do that...why? Why did you have to go and do something so stupid? I know there were good intentions behind it....but why? I'm finally accepting that something I will always hold dear to me is done and over with...why did you have to go and give me some glimmer of a false hope? If you even suspect that its not your place to say something, then that usually means don't say it. Last night was painful enough for me for an entirely different reason...I did not need past events to be brought up. I just want to finish out this semester with my mind intact.