Sweet Dreams are made of these...
What exactly are dreams to begin with? Are they just moving pictures in our minds during REM cycles? Things we desire? Things that we don't want to happen? Premonitions? What? Many questions, not exactly a lot of answers. All I know is that with me, I wouldn't exactly call them premonitions or even deja vu, but in the end could they might just be that. I've looked over my dream journal so often and noticed so many patterns in them that is scary. That's not to say that every dream I've had is automatically something that will come because I've definitely have had some strange ones that have no way of coming true, literally or symbolically. And then there are those that when I've woken up I know that its something that I really want to happen, but I've learned to distinguish the difference between dreams like that and those that are truly premonitions of some sort. For the most part, there's times that I'm never sure and its not until it either happens or not that I can be like "okay, that was/wasn't just some silly dream." I'm really not crazy here, I blame this partly on my 6th sense, partly because I'm into energy work (and other ideas/theories but that's not what I want to talk about). Pointing out right now that the things that do end up happening (literally or symbolically) do not happen right after I have the dream, they usually happen a few days to even a couple months after the fact.
What's bothering me about these last three dreams I've had in particular is that they've involved that same person in similar situations to a degree. All involve me interacting with said person in one way or another. What bothers me is that I don't dream about particular people unless there is some type of connection between the two of us, and I'm not talking about a physical connection. What also bothers me is the feeling I get once I wake up from these dreams, and even though the dreams are not bad (so to speak), I shouldn't be waking up feeling emotionally disturbed or extremely bothered that I'm having them. Here's the other thing, I don't know if this is actually something to come (literally or symbolically...yeah, here I go again with that, but its true) or something that I want to have happen. I don't think its the latter, but I'm not certain. What also concerns me is that I'm currently going through a very stressful and emotional time right now concerning many things (school, art, family, etc) and I don't know if its just my current emotional and mental state wreaking havoc in my brain when I'm trying to sleep. Shielding is not working, meditating and other energy processes are not working. I've even refused to let someone to take on some of the stress because its so unstable and chaotic right now that I have no idea what it would do to them. I guess what bothers me overall about these last three dreams is that if they are what I think they are, I have no idea how its going to turn out and that scares me a lot.
What's bothering me about these last three dreams I've had in particular is that they've involved that same person in similar situations to a degree. All involve me interacting with said person in one way or another. What bothers me is that I don't dream about particular people unless there is some type of connection between the two of us, and I'm not talking about a physical connection. What also bothers me is the feeling I get once I wake up from these dreams, and even though the dreams are not bad (so to speak), I shouldn't be waking up feeling emotionally disturbed or extremely bothered that I'm having them. Here's the other thing, I don't know if this is actually something to come (literally or symbolically...yeah, here I go again with that, but its true) or something that I want to have happen. I don't think its the latter, but I'm not certain. What also concerns me is that I'm currently going through a very stressful and emotional time right now concerning many things (school, art, family, etc) and I don't know if its just my current emotional and mental state wreaking havoc in my brain when I'm trying to sleep. Shielding is not working, meditating and other energy processes are not working. I've even refused to let someone to take on some of the stress because its so unstable and chaotic right now that I have no idea what it would do to them. I guess what bothers me overall about these last three dreams is that if they are what I think they are, I have no idea how its going to turn out and that scares me a lot.