A new beginning.
So my life has changed dramatically since my last post. From reading all of my other old entry's, It has really brought back some sad awful memories. It just reminds me of how my life is so much better now. I've found my soul mate Jason, a guy that just completely understands me and we are so much alike that we just complete each others sentences. He is also the father of my one month old son Roland. I used to say a year ago that I would probably never have kids or ever find the right person to share such a wonderful experience. It just shows you how much things can change in what it feels like in such a short amount of time. Wow, this is really going to be a long entry.
From what I remember from my last post, I had my own apartment and things were not going exactly as planned. I met Jason through a pizza delivery and we decided to meet up one day without all of our mutual friends and yes this was still while I was dating Logan. By me doing such an unfaithful thing, it just showed me that I was ready for a change. Me and Jason met at his house in Saraland, I brought some nuggs and it felt like we were celebrating a new life together because we just hit it off and had such a good time. It wasn't anything weird at all, I wasn't nervous, even after his roommates went to bed. I remember I was so happy and giddy that I just forgot all about my other problems and decided that is WAS time for a change. I went home around 4am just ecstatic, nothing bothered me anymore. The only time I was nervous was the next day thinking that maybe he was just pretending to be so nice to me and so affectionate and that he just wouldn't call me. I'm not the type to call a guy because I might get my hopes up. He called like an hour after I woke up and he sounded so excited that I answered the phone and just told me that he had such a good time with me that he would really like to see me again.....That's when it all started. This went on for weeks. He new the trouble I was in and all the problems that I had living in that apartment with.....I don't know what that relationship was but long story short, we fell for each other and he wanted me to move in with him so he called in sick at work, we packed all of my things, including my furniture and moved it all to his house. Gah, if only I could go back to that day. I felt like a 5 year old dreaming of his superhero lol! I feel so safe with him.....
Months went along and his roommates mom wanted us out of the house ASAP. I thought I was going to lose Jason because they had to move back to Huntsville. Me and his mom already had a pretty good relationship, maybe because I was so understandable about her Buddhist nature so his mom said that it would be best if I moved up there with him so she could see her son start a new life with such a wonderful positive person. Sweet huh? Well its been about a year now and we're still here lol. But we moved back near New Years and then I found out I was pregnant, boy that was a shocker! But I wouldn't exchange it for anything in the world. Being a parent is such a wonderful experience even though I have a whole lot more to learn. I started working for a restaurant, it was the first job I could snatch up when I first got here and I loved it for the first few months lol. But I made some really nice friends and that was the most important thing since it was like I couldn't have any friends for a while. I had to leave because I was getting close to having Roland, plus I was just tired of the owner, she is such a cunt....anyway, I am getting so sleepy! lol, another update on Caitlin's life on the next post!!!
Goodnight!!
From what I remember from my last post, I had my own apartment and things were not going exactly as planned. I met Jason through a pizza delivery and we decided to meet up one day without all of our mutual friends and yes this was still while I was dating Logan. By me doing such an unfaithful thing, it just showed me that I was ready for a change. Me and Jason met at his house in Saraland, I brought some nuggs and it felt like we were celebrating a new life together because we just hit it off and had such a good time. It wasn't anything weird at all, I wasn't nervous, even after his roommates went to bed. I remember I was so happy and giddy that I just forgot all about my other problems and decided that is WAS time for a change. I went home around 4am just ecstatic, nothing bothered me anymore. The only time I was nervous was the next day thinking that maybe he was just pretending to be so nice to me and so affectionate and that he just wouldn't call me. I'm not the type to call a guy because I might get my hopes up. He called like an hour after I woke up and he sounded so excited that I answered the phone and just told me that he had such a good time with me that he would really like to see me again.....That's when it all started. This went on for weeks. He new the trouble I was in and all the problems that I had living in that apartment with.....I don't know what that relationship was but long story short, we fell for each other and he wanted me to move in with him so he called in sick at work, we packed all of my things, including my furniture and moved it all to his house. Gah, if only I could go back to that day. I felt like a 5 year old dreaming of his superhero lol! I feel so safe with him.....
Months went along and his roommates mom wanted us out of the house ASAP. I thought I was going to lose Jason because they had to move back to Huntsville. Me and his mom already had a pretty good relationship, maybe because I was so understandable about her Buddhist nature so his mom said that it would be best if I moved up there with him so she could see her son start a new life with such a wonderful positive person. Sweet huh? Well its been about a year now and we're still here lol. But we moved back near New Years and then I found out I was pregnant, boy that was a shocker! But I wouldn't exchange it for anything in the world. Being a parent is such a wonderful experience even though I have a whole lot more to learn. I started working for a restaurant, it was the first job I could snatch up when I first got here and I loved it for the first few months lol. But I made some really nice friends and that was the most important thing since it was like I couldn't have any friends for a while. I had to leave because I was getting close to having Roland, plus I was just tired of the owner, she is such a cunt....anyway, I am getting so sleepy! lol, another update on Caitlin's life on the next post!!!
Goodnight!!