again?!
When will I learn:
1. to stop trying so hard
2. fucking relax
3. [live in]/[embrace] the moment
4. be myself
I should be writing my paper, butttt I feel like writing in here to let a couple thoughts out. I wish I understood how to make relationships work. I always tell myself that one day I'll figure it out, but I never seem to have come to that realization. I just want something healthy for once. I want what I want to actually happen. Maybe I'm shooting too high. I really don't want to lower my standards to please others, but I see that it already started. Fuck me and my lack of holding ground. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
1. to stop trying so hard
2. fucking relax
3. [live in]/[embrace] the moment
4. be myself
I should be writing my paper, butttt I feel like writing in here to let a couple thoughts out. I wish I understood how to make relationships work. I always tell myself that one day I'll figure it out, but I never seem to have come to that realization. I just want something healthy for once. I want what I want to actually happen. Maybe I'm shooting too high. I really don't want to lower my standards to please others, but I see that it already started. Fuck me and my lack of holding ground. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.