how would I know that this could be my fate?
I've been putting off updating for awhile. when I go for a few days without writing in my journal, then there's just too much information to cram into one entry... then when I finally do update, it's ridiculously long. arrgh. I'll try to make this mediumish.
aidan is doing great. he's over his cold but is battling another ear infection. he may have to get tubes soon if his ears don't start cooperating. lately he's been into climbing, he likes to climb onto the coffee table and watch TV. of course I tell him no and make him get down... and then he's doing it again 5 minutes later.
I have been feeling somewhat depressed. haven't taken antidepressants in a long time (quit when I got pregnant), but I do have a tendency to self medicate with weed and alcohol. if I don't start feeling better soon I suppose I can go back into counseling. bitch to someone about my troubles 'cuz I know no one else wants to hear it.
school has been stressful. lots of tests, projects, papers, ect. decided that I'm going to take 16 hours in the spring. two of my classes will be online in order to save on childcare and fuel expenses.
socially I've kept pretty busy. hung out with courtney and her friend chris and played quarters last weekend. went over to my dad's house again. chilled with kyla twice. smoked out with phillip countless times. hah he broke his hand on his brother's head. visited with jen for awhile on wednesday night.
oh my car is making a fucked up noise. sometime today I must take it by the mechanic. and I'm sure it will cost some exhorbitant amount to fix it. happy happy joy joy.
my grandma has arrived. gotta go pay attention to her.
take care of yourselves.
aidan is doing great. he's over his cold but is battling another ear infection. he may have to get tubes soon if his ears don't start cooperating. lately he's been into climbing, he likes to climb onto the coffee table and watch TV. of course I tell him no and make him get down... and then he's doing it again 5 minutes later.
I have been feeling somewhat depressed. haven't taken antidepressants in a long time (quit when I got pregnant), but I do have a tendency to self medicate with weed and alcohol. if I don't start feeling better soon I suppose I can go back into counseling. bitch to someone about my troubles 'cuz I know no one else wants to hear it.
school has been stressful. lots of tests, projects, papers, ect. decided that I'm going to take 16 hours in the spring. two of my classes will be online in order to save on childcare and fuel expenses.
socially I've kept pretty busy. hung out with courtney and her friend chris and played quarters last weekend. went over to my dad's house again. chilled with kyla twice. smoked out with phillip countless times. hah he broke his hand on his brother's head. visited with jen for awhile on wednesday night.
oh my car is making a fucked up noise. sometime today I must take it by the mechanic. and I'm sure it will cost some exhorbitant amount to fix it. happy happy joy joy.
my grandma has arrived. gotta go pay attention to her.
take care of yourselves.