Should've, would've, could've
An excerpt from an email I sent to him today:
That sort of stress and worry is not something I want to deal with. I know there isn’t a single job, friend, activity, etc. that can guarantee a “lifetime”... but you also don’t want the job that makes it clear that they “aren’t sure how long they’d keep you” or that “they aren’t sure if they see a place for you in the future”.
I don’t feel like this is ‘asking’ for much in a relationship, I think everyone and anyone willing to commit and love is deserving of this. Most importantly, I need to tell myself, I deserve this.
Yes. I realize my subject is completely jacked from Sex and the City, but I can't help but feel exactly that: Should've, would've, could've...