Sep 28, 2005 18:06
You know I really don’t understand what I’m doing in life. I have no idea where to start thinking about what I should be doing. There are things I want to do-yes, but they almost all seem impossible.
Things alter, there suppose to, but why doesnt anything ever ask for permission. It’s like you’re permanently thrown into change regardless. Not to say it’s always a bad thing, but it’s never really your OWN thing. I've come to the point where I realized that I should just stop thinking so much and try to live, because in the middle of trying to understand every detail of what’s going on in my life- I’m eating away at my own happiness.
Things I miss:
Jenn Nix and Camping in the cold
Tripod walks
Outdoor photography (I feel like glamour shots may be eating my soul)
Skippers
Drew and Mario playing
Things I don’t miss:
The castle
High school
Being Single
Fried Pickles from Applebee’s (DON’T ever eat those)