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You know that feeling when you just say fuck it, and nothing else matters in the entire world and you don't give a shit wheather or not you live or die, it's all just so trivial. Nothing makes any sense your friends fuck up, people you expect to be filled with virtue, turn around and give into things using no will power whatsoever. So you sit back watching everyone fuck their lives up beyound all recognition, and you say to yourself well everyone else is fucking up and my life has no meaning, so you just sit back and watch your own plane go down and you turn into one big fireball going full speed at the ground and nothing can stop you from hitting that nearing Earth that lies in front of you.
Everyone gets that feeling, I know that. But it can't be good if deep down inside you've been feeling that same feeling for years upon years can it? I've done some fucked up things the past few years, I've hurt people, I've been hurt, I've done some things that no one besides me sees logic in. I am the Black sheep of all my groups of friends.
Everyone gets that feeling, I know that. But it can't be good if deep down inside you've been feeling that same feeling for years upon years can it? I've done some fucked up things the past few years, I've hurt people, I've been hurt, I've done some things that no one besides me sees logic in. I am the Black sheep of all my groups of friends.