Chaos
is the state of disorder. I truly believe that this word best describes where I am currently at. Up until a month ago I assumed that I would do nothing more than look forward to coming back to school to dominate in field hockey. I had a few boys in IN pursuing me, and I figured I could go back to them so I kept in touch.
It's no longer that way at all. I am starting to get really sad at the thought of leaving Joe for school. While we are not that serious and haven't been together long, I just don't know if what is going to happen is fair to either one of us. Do we break it off and risk losing all that we started or do we try the almost never successful long distance relationship? *le sigh*
Other than that, the normal drama has erupted between the A-town crew and I am not happy at all about it. I would really appreciate it if one group of friends could at least pretend to be nice to the other.
On a happy note-- I got to see Jessie when her family came through Buffalo!!!!! It was a day full of getting lost and random driving, but it was fun, and it was almost like I had seen her yesterday. Fun times!
It's no longer that way at all. I am starting to get really sad at the thought of leaving Joe for school. While we are not that serious and haven't been together long, I just don't know if what is going to happen is fair to either one of us. Do we break it off and risk losing all that we started or do we try the almost never successful long distance relationship? *le sigh*
Other than that, the normal drama has erupted between the A-town crew and I am not happy at all about it. I would really appreciate it if one group of friends could at least pretend to be nice to the other.
On a happy note-- I got to see Jessie when her family came through Buffalo!!!!! It was a day full of getting lost and random driving, but it was fun, and it was almost like I had seen her yesterday. Fun times!