*sigh* people...
I don't understand people sometimes. They can say their your friend until they're blue in the face... but then they talk shit behind your back. What the fuck? If you're someone's friend do you talk shit about them? Didn't think so....
I think the word love is over-used. Think about it. People are always like "Oh I love you!" Don't get me wrong, its nice to hear... but when you're in a relationship and the person tells you that they love you, what do they mean? Do they mean it like the other people? Are they just saying it cuz they think they're supposed to? Or do they actually feel that way? Its so hard to figure it out these days. Hey! Before ya'll start yelling at me that I do it... Yeh, I do tell people I love them. I love my friends, I tell them that. I mean it too. They mean a lot to me. But, when I am in a relationship... I hold off on using the 'L' word. I don't wanna tell the person "Oh I love you so much" within like the first month-never mind first week. Think about it! I don't feel like saying I love someone I am dating... then come to find out within a few months I can't stand them. How do you explain that? Person 1: I'm sorry, I can't stand you. Person 2: But you said you loved me! Person 1: Yah... I just said that cuz I thought I was supposed to. Person 2: BITCH!! Yah, I dont think so buddy.
Its silly to see things in people's profiles too. Its like I love you so much, Johnny (or whoever) and then the date they started goin out was like... yesterday. *shakes head* It makes me giggle. If it were something like <3 Johnny <3 & then the date, thats understandable... and cute. But the whole declaring your love for someone after one day... no. Yeh, yeh... people say they know they love someone as soon as they talk to them-that's cool... But its just my thoughts. (I know, I'm ranting)
Oh, work work work. How i loath thee. No matter how much I do, how hard I work.... it never seems to be enough. URGH! I know some people in that place barely do a thing... and others bust their asses. I think its kinda backwards.... The SMOKERS (who should be gasping for breath) are running around like fuckin maniacs doing everything they can to get shit done... and most of the non-smokers are like dum-dee-dum-dee-dumm!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!
Tonite, I'm not gunna have that bad of a nite. I get to stay on the dock and hang a bunch of shit from totes n whatever. I should probably find a CD player that works so I don't hafta listen to that shitty shitty Kohls music....
I think I'm gunna go grab something to eat, watch a lil TV, n go to bed.
<3--Joleen--<3