Good news..
So I have not heard from Target yet, so I am starting to beleive that they either hired someone more qualified for the position, or they didn't like me enough to hire me. That's okay in my book because that give me an oppertunity to browse around for more otions job wise. Granted there is hardly any jobs in Maine unless you decide to commute to either Lewiston, Auburn which are about an hour from here, which is where my sister has just moved to (*sad face* More about that later), or Portland, which is about 45 minutes away and filled with more otions job wise. I mean Bath has alot of things, but not enough if you are looking to move out on your own someday. I am hoping that something will come up so I can actually HAVE money to my name. I mean, having two dollars in your bank account is not going to get you very far, believe me on this. I have been without money for at least six months, and it is not cool seeing things I want, but the whole money issue come in, and makes things a little complicated. Besides, I don't want to keep asking my dad for money, when he barely has any money himself, since he is trying as hard as he can to provide for his family, as well as help my mom with her medical needs. Let me tell you with all her medical problems, it costs alot of money for him to provide for everyone, plus get everything she wants. I am hoping that once I have a job, I can at least help out. Maybe my dad will feel at ease if I pay him rent so that can help with MUm's meds and what not. We'll just have to roll with the punches I guess.
But I do have a job interview tomorrow. Shaws, the local grocery store where I live, calle dme this afternoon when I was hanging out with Elana. Elana works there too, as well as her boyfriend, Tyler, and they got transfers to Lewiston and Auburn. Shaws is hiring part time Front End, Deli and Grocery people and I applied on Wednesday I think it was. The good thing is that I had my job counsoler help me with the application, cause I have tried like 5 or 6 times with the computer application they have in the store and was never able to get past the questionaire. But this time I got through it, and Shaws called this afternoon asking me if i could come down tomorrow morning at 11AM. So i am happy about that, cause my sister told me usally if they ask you for an interview, you are pretty much garenteed a job right on the spot. I am hoping that will be the case for me. If not, then I will look somewhere else. I dont want to get my hopes up, but who knows, maybe this time I will get lucky and I will have a job by the time my interview is over with. that will give my family and I something to celebrate. So wish me luck tomorrow.
Now the only thing making me want to go and hide away from the world is the fact that my sister's things are almost out of her room that she has had here for pretty much her entire life. I came upstairs to go to the computer room which is where I am right now, and I took a really good hard look at my sister's room, and I realized that come tomorrow, everything will be gone from her room. That makes me sad cause she will be starting fresh in a new place with her boyfriend and starting a new chapter in her life. It makes me sad cause I will not get to see her nearly as much as I do now. How do you say goodbye to your younger sister who has pretty much done everything for you to see you happy? I dont want to be sad hat she will not be here anymore, but I cant help it. She is my best friend, my lifeline, the one person in this family who I could rely on and tell anything to when I had a problem. She has been there for me through so much, that it is so hard to see her go away. I dont think she knows how much I really do care about her, and I dont want her to go away not knowing how much she means to me and what a blessing she has been in my life. Most sisters are not as close as Elana and I. She and I have had a blast over the years and I never want that to end. I dunno. I just dont want her to leave, cause I know once she leaves, I will be trapepd here with no escape. I jsut wish she were still living here cause I would not feel so alone. When she leaves I will have no one to rely on, and that makes me really sad. I am happy that she has got a new place to live, but I just wish it was not so far away. I am really going to miss her, and I hope she does come to visit once in a while. I just want her to know that I love her and wish her the best of luck, cause she deserves all the happiness in the world. Her happiness is more important than mine, and it will always be that way.
Oh and here is something I think you all should check out. My sister got me addicted to this website called www.finetune.com and it is a site where you can create your own playlist of songs and listen to them and everything. The catch is that you can ondly add three songs per artist on your playlist and if you get up to 45 songs, you can listen to your playlist. I am up to 137 songs. Sadly I could not find the Trans Siberian Orchestra's song "Carol of the BElls" or whtever it is that they call it lol. AND that site robbed me of my Bealtes! Someone is going to pay! But it is a really cool site. You should check it out.
As for the novel writing thing that has been all the buzz lately, I am not sure if I am gonna do much of anything. First, my writers block is so blocked up I cant even think of a decent idea. and second i have no idea what to write, so yeah. if you all have any suggestions I'll gladly aprriciate them.
Until next time, peace, love and cookies,
~*~Lizzy~*~
But I do have a job interview tomorrow. Shaws, the local grocery store where I live, calle dme this afternoon when I was hanging out with Elana. Elana works there too, as well as her boyfriend, Tyler, and they got transfers to Lewiston and Auburn. Shaws is hiring part time Front End, Deli and Grocery people and I applied on Wednesday I think it was. The good thing is that I had my job counsoler help me with the application, cause I have tried like 5 or 6 times with the computer application they have in the store and was never able to get past the questionaire. But this time I got through it, and Shaws called this afternoon asking me if i could come down tomorrow morning at 11AM. So i am happy about that, cause my sister told me usally if they ask you for an interview, you are pretty much garenteed a job right on the spot. I am hoping that will be the case for me. If not, then I will look somewhere else. I dont want to get my hopes up, but who knows, maybe this time I will get lucky and I will have a job by the time my interview is over with. that will give my family and I something to celebrate. So wish me luck tomorrow.
Now the only thing making me want to go and hide away from the world is the fact that my sister's things are almost out of her room that she has had here for pretty much her entire life. I came upstairs to go to the computer room which is where I am right now, and I took a really good hard look at my sister's room, and I realized that come tomorrow, everything will be gone from her room. That makes me sad cause she will be starting fresh in a new place with her boyfriend and starting a new chapter in her life. It makes me sad cause I will not get to see her nearly as much as I do now. How do you say goodbye to your younger sister who has pretty much done everything for you to see you happy? I dont want to be sad hat she will not be here anymore, but I cant help it. She is my best friend, my lifeline, the one person in this family who I could rely on and tell anything to when I had a problem. She has been there for me through so much, that it is so hard to see her go away. I dont think she knows how much I really do care about her, and I dont want her to go away not knowing how much she means to me and what a blessing she has been in my life. Most sisters are not as close as Elana and I. She and I have had a blast over the years and I never want that to end. I dunno. I just dont want her to leave, cause I know once she leaves, I will be trapepd here with no escape. I jsut wish she were still living here cause I would not feel so alone. When she leaves I will have no one to rely on, and that makes me really sad. I am happy that she has got a new place to live, but I just wish it was not so far away. I am really going to miss her, and I hope she does come to visit once in a while. I just want her to know that I love her and wish her the best of luck, cause she deserves all the happiness in the world. Her happiness is more important than mine, and it will always be that way.
Oh and here is something I think you all should check out. My sister got me addicted to this website called www.finetune.com and it is a site where you can create your own playlist of songs and listen to them and everything. The catch is that you can ondly add three songs per artist on your playlist and if you get up to 45 songs, you can listen to your playlist. I am up to 137 songs. Sadly I could not find the Trans Siberian Orchestra's song "Carol of the BElls" or whtever it is that they call it lol. AND that site robbed me of my Bealtes! Someone is going to pay! But it is a really cool site. You should check it out.
As for the novel writing thing that has been all the buzz lately, I am not sure if I am gonna do much of anything. First, my writers block is so blocked up I cant even think of a decent idea. and second i have no idea what to write, so yeah. if you all have any suggestions I'll gladly aprriciate them.
Until next time, peace, love and cookies,
~*~Lizzy~*~