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here is another entry from me. This was taken from my blog on myspace so if this kinda confuses you, let me know. So here is my thoughts of the day:
Most likely none of you know what the whole deal with my school situation other than the select few who i talk to on MSN on a regular basis(Macy, Krystal and Mark), know the whole deal with school and now with only 7 days left, my happy mood about school came shooting down from happy to sad in just a matter of hours. I think it is mostly my fault since I waited too long to fill out an application for re-entereance and the admissions office took their sweet time in informing me that they cant offer me admission for some unknown reason, my guess is that my grades were not up to par when I left to begin with, but they could have told me rather than sending me a letter and confusing the hell out of me.
So now I wont be going back to school. Vocational Rehab called me today and told me that it would be best if I applied to SMCC or CMCC and take a few classes there for a few months so my grades can bounce back up and then I can re-apply in January, and see what happens from there. Voc Rehab said that even if I were to go to UMFK, and if I didnt qualify for Financial Aid it would cost like 10 grand for each semeseter and voc rehab does not want me to go through with that and plus my voc rehab person would not be able to pay for my room and board and stuff. So I guess my best option is to go to one of the local colleges here, and get my greades back up and do whtever it is required of me to get back into UMFK and HOPEFULLY I will be back at UMFK in January if all goes well.
To those whose hopes I brought up.. you know who you are and once again I am sorry that i will not be there to have fun with y'all and be there for y'all when you guys have troubles.. It sux I have to go through so many problems with school and the one place I want to be at is the one place I am trying desprately to get to.. Why these things always happen to me, I may never know, but I am bound and determined to get to school and who knows.. maybe I'll be driving by then and I will be able to go to FK for a visit or two.. Mase you know I am here anytime you need me. Just because I am not there in person does not mean I am not there with ya anyways. You have my cell so call me anytime you are feeling depressed and what not. To the rest of my FK friends: i'll be back! And when i do come back we'll have a reason to celebrate. I miss you guys, you know who you are, and dont worry, I am here for ya. you know I love ya.
I am bound and determined to get back to UMFK even if it kills me. There is nothing stoppin me from going and i will. I will prove myself and wehn i come back i'll know I am home again. I jsut have to take a few bad strikes to get to that silver lining behind the storm. Hopefully I'll have more options once September 6th rolls around and maybe I'll have my laptop SOON. Keep hoping for me guys, you know how badly I want to be at Fort Kent right now.. Maybe I can vist sometime soon... How, I may not know, but I am going to go insane if I dont see Fort Kent soon.....
Most likely none of you know what the whole deal with my school situation other than the select few who i talk to on MSN on a regular basis(Macy, Krystal and Mark), know the whole deal with school and now with only 7 days left, my happy mood about school came shooting down from happy to sad in just a matter of hours. I think it is mostly my fault since I waited too long to fill out an application for re-entereance and the admissions office took their sweet time in informing me that they cant offer me admission for some unknown reason, my guess is that my grades were not up to par when I left to begin with, but they could have told me rather than sending me a letter and confusing the hell out of me.
So now I wont be going back to school. Vocational Rehab called me today and told me that it would be best if I applied to SMCC or CMCC and take a few classes there for a few months so my grades can bounce back up and then I can re-apply in January, and see what happens from there. Voc Rehab said that even if I were to go to UMFK, and if I didnt qualify for Financial Aid it would cost like 10 grand for each semeseter and voc rehab does not want me to go through with that and plus my voc rehab person would not be able to pay for my room and board and stuff. So I guess my best option is to go to one of the local colleges here, and get my greades back up and do whtever it is required of me to get back into UMFK and HOPEFULLY I will be back at UMFK in January if all goes well.
To those whose hopes I brought up.. you know who you are and once again I am sorry that i will not be there to have fun with y'all and be there for y'all when you guys have troubles.. It sux I have to go through so many problems with school and the one place I want to be at is the one place I am trying desprately to get to.. Why these things always happen to me, I may never know, but I am bound and determined to get to school and who knows.. maybe I'll be driving by then and I will be able to go to FK for a visit or two.. Mase you know I am here anytime you need me. Just because I am not there in person does not mean I am not there with ya anyways. You have my cell so call me anytime you are feeling depressed and what not. To the rest of my FK friends: i'll be back! And when i do come back we'll have a reason to celebrate. I miss you guys, you know who you are, and dont worry, I am here for ya. you know I love ya.
I am bound and determined to get back to UMFK even if it kills me. There is nothing stoppin me from going and i will. I will prove myself and wehn i come back i'll know I am home again. I jsut have to take a few bad strikes to get to that silver lining behind the storm. Hopefully I'll have more options once September 6th rolls around and maybe I'll have my laptop SOON. Keep hoping for me guys, you know how badly I want to be at Fort Kent right now.. Maybe I can vist sometime soon... How, I may not know, but I am going to go insane if I dont see Fort Kent soon.....