15 years of waiting to know....

Feb 02, 2007 20:58

Those of you who have known me for a week or longer generally know a little tidbit of my life that I refer to as my "past".

This is mainly centering around when my Mom Disappeared form my life, and I got put into the system.
A detective called me, and my half sister, and I got hold of the half sister who gave me the news.
They found my Mom.
I have cried myself to sleep as a kid thinking she was dead.
I have gone crazy trying to find her, and given up countless times.
I have had countless people try to help me find her.
I have missed her, loved her, hated her, cursed my existence, wondering what the hell happened 15 years ago. Sorry, damn near 16 now.

I talked to her on the phone today....
......

No really, all I have to say is "....."
Are there even words for this kinda shit!?
-Christopher Michael O'Riley

lost lost mom....

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