stupid car
Well it's not the alternator, it's not the starter. the car itself is in great shape.
That means it's either the payment device thats attached to the ignition system, or the damn cd/radio.
Either way at least we know the car is okay. We just gotta get the electrical system checked out.
I'm okay. I'm sorry if I worried anybody.
It's been a really emotional year for me so far and every so often my little "everything's fine" facade shatters and I just lose it.
Last night I was lonely, depressed, and just plain pissed off.
I'm okay now.
Mike is feeling better now about the car I'm sure due to the fact the car is in great shape.
I'm probably not going home to see family this year. But we might just sell the black car anyway and pay off our Uncles so we have that monkey off our back.
I'm still going to keep squirling away money for when/if Mike asks me to marry him. So we have money set aside for a wedding. I know he wants a wedding, not necessarily a big one, but to do the right thing.. And to do that we need money. We're already married in every other sense of the word but the legal part... We share a bank account and we have a family and we share responsibilities. WE have a house and we own a car... The only thing missing is my last name changing and rings.
I love him so much. I want to be with him forever. I know he needs money to be comfortable and relax. I know he needs money in the bank before he'll ask me to marry him or be okay with us having a baby. So I'm going to keep saving up every penny i can and stash it away so that maybe that day won't be so far off.
I'm off to clean house and relax.
That means it's either the payment device thats attached to the ignition system, or the damn cd/radio.
Either way at least we know the car is okay. We just gotta get the electrical system checked out.
I'm okay. I'm sorry if I worried anybody.
It's been a really emotional year for me so far and every so often my little "everything's fine" facade shatters and I just lose it.
Last night I was lonely, depressed, and just plain pissed off.
I'm okay now.
Mike is feeling better now about the car I'm sure due to the fact the car is in great shape.
I'm probably not going home to see family this year. But we might just sell the black car anyway and pay off our Uncles so we have that monkey off our back.
I'm still going to keep squirling away money for when/if Mike asks me to marry him. So we have money set aside for a wedding. I know he wants a wedding, not necessarily a big one, but to do the right thing.. And to do that we need money. We're already married in every other sense of the word but the legal part... We share a bank account and we have a family and we share responsibilities. WE have a house and we own a car... The only thing missing is my last name changing and rings.
I love him so much. I want to be with him forever. I know he needs money to be comfortable and relax. I know he needs money in the bank before he'll ask me to marry him or be okay with us having a baby. So I'm going to keep saving up every penny i can and stash it away so that maybe that day won't be so far off.
I'm off to clean house and relax.