Aug 01, 2006 22:30
yeah so the other night i saw the my favorite band the adoelscents. id been waiting 3 years to see them, and it was fucking worth it. i shook tony's (the lead singer) hand, i told him that i loved the adolescents and that his music changed my life, but the band playin were too loud and he probably couldn't hear me and i couldn't hear what he said yeah it was amazing, my hand felt all tingly. but yeah it was fucking great, it was really the first punk show I've been to, and it was amazing, i was so surprised at how welcoming the crowd was, seriously like the pits were great and you could just like feel the love in the crowd, i crowd surfed for the first time and it was great, and i was in the pits the whole time, my shoe fell off at one point but some dude gave it right back, but yeah it was great to be in a crowd of punks like that since there are very few in maine and it was such a great atmosphere being around people just like me. it was great too that there were girls that were in the pits that were going just as crazy as the guys. but yeah I got hoarse from screaming, but yeah i was sick the whole day but as soon as the adolescents started i was sick at all, it was defiantly worth the 2 hour drive from Maine, but yeah I'd been waiting 3 years to see adolescents and it was worth the wait . colin got the set list from the stage so thats fucking sick. but yeah i bought 36 dollars in merchandise and got another adolescents t shirt so now everyone can say that i where that one every day too, but yeah its sweet zac colin and jon all got shirts too, so thats awesome, but yeah its great cause it was such a good feeling being at that show the other day too, like i cant even describe how much their music has changed my life, like fuck dude, i still get chills listening to there music even after like 3 years of listeing to them so much, yeah like im listening to them right now infact, the feeling of being at that show is still sinking in, yeah and im so sad its over and i hope so much that they come back next year. but it really makes me sad that there isn't a real punk scene in Maine, and it just makes me hate the emo/metalcore scene in maine even more and how their crowds with their windmill pits are so unwelcoming unless you like getting punched in the face, and it makes me really motivated to get really serious about my band and try and get some kind of punk scene started, but yeah this fucking metal core scene in maine fucking sucks dick. i FUCKING hate it, ITS ONLY ABOUT THE FASION,, it should be called FASIONCORE not metalcore or hardcore,(when hardcore first started it was great, like bad brains and shit, and there are some good hardcore bands like DFA and Seatia but none of the emo kids know there roots), but yeah the new scene sucks so much, fucking gays, with each minute that i think about it they fucking piss me off more and more. like when we played that show back in may at the deering grange hall i went thinking that maby the kids there would listen to our music or at least be respectful, but the fuckers stayed outside the whole time, FUCKING dicks, they dont care about any band or anyone who doesnt follow the metalcore rule book, fuck them, there gay, like there pits are fucking gay to, they just look like a bunch of retards, like at the show in boston the other day there was so much of like a sense of community as everyone is in constant contact and your always moving, and if you want to crowd surf everyone just like helps you up and makes sure you dont fall on your head, and if you want to go nuts, there is a circle pit that you can go in without worry about getting punched in the face by a fucking human windmill. but yeah im hoping to try and get some shows for the otherkids with some punk bands from maine so that way we can play a show with bands and people that actually like us. so this post is going to seem really dumb when i read it in the morning, but whatever,
but yeah so the otherday we played a show at the usm student center and it was so fucking gay, it was the worst show ever, we had to play wicked early cause they wanted to stick to their scehdule and we had to start when there was no one there, and we played like 5 songs. so that shit was gay, but who cares
but yeah were gonna hopefully record soon, we have like 9 orginals like completely down and then were working on a few more currently, and we probably will have even more by the time we start recording, were gonna come up with ideas for shirts and shit to, so maby if we get our shit together we will have it done by like mid or late fall, or earlier,
but yeah so i saw a sliver mt zion in portland and it was sick too, they are a fucking great band, it was a great time. but yeah so anyway i saw mono in boston a month or so ago with tim and it was fucking sick. like instrumental music is so fucking great, like getting chills from it is fucking amazing, like i get chills just thinking about there music thats how crazy they are, but yeah ive like perfected getting chills from music. but yeah they are fucking amazing, but yeah like there music just reminds me of something but i cant figure it out, but yeah it is fucking craazy.
so yeah the summer has been good so far, like i have done some cool stuff but there is defintly more that i need to accomplish before its over, like bags of dirt and shit at cars and shit, but yeah ive had some good bonfire and meet some cool people and shit, but ive been working alot, but not really, i mean like 5 days a week but like shity 4 hour shift from 5-9 which is like the best time for hanging out. but yeah i went to flordia and disney land and shit with my brothers and it was fucking great, we went to 4 or the parks and went on all the highlight rides, so we got our moneys worth and shit. but yeah so anyway, weve been going to the stadium in oob and its fucking nuts, its like crazy but im too tired to explain it cause this is the last thing im writing now cause ive been skipping around and i already wrote all this shit below this about 9/11 and the end of the world, fuck it i just wrote like 2 paragrahps below that one, so yeah its like a baseball stadium like the sea dogs one in portland, but its in oob and its as if they just one day up and left, i love that place, cause im opsessed with apocalyptic shit and this is very much like that.
but yeah so the world is defintly gonna end soon, also fucking 9/11 conspiracy shit is fucking crazy, like when i first started hearing about it and watching the videos on youtube i was skecptical but then it came to a point where i was just like flipping out, like its fucking insane, like i cant even stand it, like i cant beleive the fucking government could be like that, its fucking insane. like if this shit gets out to the public and there is like 100% of people belive it, then thats when american soicety is fucked up the a, like holy dick. but yeah speaking of that shit i was thinking, like with technology developing this fast people are going to rely on it to much, like think about like the years like 1400s throught like the early 1800s, like thins moved so slowly in terms of improving tech, but then in only like 150 years think about how much has changed, like tv, cars, electrity, computers, and such and improve in living conditions, like think about fucking video games for example. its a technology race to get better and better graphics, well eventually there is an end to that race, like fucking think once they make graphics that are completely life like and your body can actually expericen it, then they finished the race, and so now people can expericance a fantasy world, exactly identical to the real world, but they are the ruler of there own fantasy world where people can control anything so they can live out any of their fantasies and shit, so people would actually perfer to live in their own world rather then the real one, so its a bit like the matrix or vanilla sky, but now that everyone is in there own like video game consol, then there is like no one running the real world. so what happens if there is like a fucking virus, or somethhing, then everything is fucked, so im rambaling like fucking crazy, but i guess what im saying is that people are relying on tech to much as its developing to fast, so eventually since people arent used to it, there will be a huge meltdown or some shit and people will have to start over from scratch again. like something like skynet in TErminator 3 which is a computer virus that takes over all the defense systems and starts fireing nukes everywhere. but yeah speaking of that, Terminator 1 and 2 are FUCKING amazing, that shit is fucking nuts ass. 2 of the best movies every. so yeah anyway this summer is fuckng alot different then last, its fucking nuts, yeah nostalgia, everything is different. cept im still crazy about zombies and end of the world and the adoelscents. yeah. so when school starts i really hope things will be differents then last school year. like last year blew dick pretty much, but then again like when ever i go somewhere like florida or boston or i have a cool experience i get this feeling where i really want things to change, but then i lose that feeling and nothng changes so that shit sucks
o yeah, so IM NOT reading through all this shit to look for typos and im not going to spell check it, so fucking deal with it motherfucking cocksass dickwads shits, yeah well anyway, i i i went swimming in the ocean a few minuts ago and now my computer is bitching out, so anyway,were gonna fucking bring live journal back cause myspace fucking sucks a dick. like a major fucking huge one, like jesus christ, you think that since its fucking owned by FOx or something a fucking money making monster they could turn it into a fucking decent site that actually fucking works, god damn it, it sucks dick, like does a day go by where it isnt slow, or you cant sign in, or bullitens are down for maintence or some gay ass shit, yeah but anyway, i was just thikning dreams are fucking crazy, like seriously, i hope in the future that they make some drug or something where you can experiance like your dreams again exactly how they were and how you felt, like seroisly they can give you the craziest feelings, and like you can get motivated to doing something, like i had a dream about how much the portland metalcore scene sicks dicks and i woke up and i was like FUCK i hate that shit so much, but it sucks when you have a really good dream where you like acomplish something really great and you wake up and your like YES! but then your like SHIT but yeah, its sweet to, like scary dreams are good ocasionally especailly when your like cauught in it and your like fuck this dream sucks, i got to find a way out, but you like cant, but you can feeel yourself trying to scream or like open your eyes and you cant, but yeah, i wish that i didnt forget dreams to easyliy and shit,
alright finally , i think its funny that i wrote this much when only like 3 or 4 or maby 5 people will see this, and no one will proabbylly even read all of it, but who cares, its cool, i feel acomplished, but im not putting that in my current mood cause that shits gay, with the little smilies, but yeah anyway livejournal has got to come back, and again im not proff reading this or spell checking it cause thats gay and it'll take to long and im going to bed, so fuck yall, eat a dick, bye, its been like 30 mins since the adolescents album ended,
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