my so called life.....

Jul 02, 2005 14:20

Im so tired!!! I was up again till 3am because i talked online till like 2 i think it was and then got into bed and read. I couldnt sleep because i was too happy/excited. I talked to Aaron again last night and we finally got through to each other i guess you could say....it was nice. We've talked a few other times since last week, but every time if felt like we were going in a circle and i couldnt find the right things to say so i would get frustrated trying to get my point across but I couldnt. ive always had a problem with putting together the right words or sentences expressing what im thinking or how i feel. Im always terrified im going to say the wrong thing or its going to be taken the wrong way. Im so stupid. Anyway, after talking last night, we decided to get together on the 4th. Im really looking forward to seeing him. I miss him so much its crazy. He definitely became one of my best friends this year and i cant imagine losing him. I cant even explain how happy i am knowing im going to see him on the 4th. =)

Anyway, ive had kind of a crapy day. Im having a lot of company over tomorrow so my parents had me do tons of yard work, clean the upstairs, dust down stairs, vacume, and help set up for tomorrow. Im so tired. Speaking of crazy parents and crappy work, im being beckoned. Later!
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