i NEVER got to SAY GOODBYE
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its been a while since ive written. today was not a good day. im very depressed i been crying all day.
wanna know why: well you remember me writting a while saying my grandmother was terminal with lung cancer? she passed away this entry is in memory of her.
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IN LOVING MEMORY
AUG 5,1925-BETTY A.BACKLUND-OCT 17,2005
my grandmother who was 80, passed away from lung cancer today this afternoon, im happy shes out of her misery and doesnt have to deal with pain anymore, i miss her more than i ever did now. i feel bad that i never got to say goodbye. i got to spend 18 of my best years knowing a truely amazing caring giving woman, i WILL NEVER FORGET of the memories we shared, even though most of them were shared over a telephone. the ones we shared together were even more special, i have a photograph of me and her on my table i held it i cried my eyes out, of course i had masscara and eyeliner on my eyes resembled something of a raccoon.
im sitting here typing this listening to a sad song and crying again. i miss her, i wish could have said goodbye just one last last time, i miss her very much i love you grandma.
www.lungcanceralliance.org-- check it out please in memory of my granmother/