Feeling Alone
When I’m without my bestie for too long, boy do I feel alone! Nevertheless, this isn’t the first time this happened. There were two instances last year. One time was for about five hours because he went to the hospital because he wasn’t feeling well. That was related to ear issues. Yet, that was the longest 6 hours apart.
That wasn’t the half of it.
When he went out oof town for 18 long days, I definitely lost it. Ultimately, I’d be lying to you if I said that I was OK with it. Nothing was so stressful like being away from my bestie for what felt like an extremely long stretch of time.
I tried to pretend to have fun-doing things I enjoy. Unfortunately, that didn’t seem to work too well. I knew something was most definitely missing. I mean, anyone who remembers how things were last year can definitely tell you that I was a major wreck.
Looks like I’m going to go through this again this year. In under two days, of course. This opens up the past wounds-those of when my ex walked out on me, saying he wasn’t sure he’d be coming back. This was also during the time when he admitted to me that he was no longet happy being with me.
That wasn’t the half of it.
When he went out oof town for 18 long days, I definitely lost it. Ultimately, I’d be lying to you if I said that I was OK with it. Nothing was so stressful like being away from my bestie for what felt like an extremely long stretch of time.
I tried to pretend to have fun-doing things I enjoy. Unfortunately, that didn’t seem to work too well. I knew something was most definitely missing. I mean, anyone who remembers how things were last year can definitely tell you that I was a major wreck.
Looks like I’m going to go through this again this year. In under two days, of course. This opens up the past wounds-those of when my ex walked out on me, saying he wasn’t sure he’d be coming back. This was also during the time when he admitted to me that he was no longet happy being with me.