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[irishflower86]

so i just got back from the dentist, had to get a cavity refilled. i'm just lisening to some music right now. so yesturday was a hard day for me. Right now Ryan and I am not together, his mom apparently was seeing another man and is moving out of ryan's house. So he's upset about that and he doesn't want to leave me hanging i guess. He said he still cares about me and likes me. He said that we will get back together in the near future when everything dies down. I was upset but i guess more surprised, i don't know. I like him so much and it just sucks that this had to ruin us for the time being. We are going to be friends though still. I miss him so much... SO yea yesturday that made me upset at work because i called him when i was at work, so i called Brian because i didn't have Rob's number(Rob is like my therapist, ha ha) and they all thought i fell off the ladder that i was working on, so they were all concerned about me and rushed back to TR because they were out getting something. i Felt so bad that they were so worried, but its good to know that you have people at work who care about you. So Rob gave me one of his famous talks, he's a really good guy to talk to. He calmed me down. That was my exciting fun filled friday.

If anyone is doing anything tonight give me a call. i don't feel like being alone. i miss ryan too much.